♥Sober and Depressed
Friday, February 22, 2008
I am officially SOBER and DEPRESSED right now.
Forgive me, for being so out of character but I am least entitled to be emo once in a while. I'll be back to being bratty once I'm over my self-pity-depressed mode which would last... hhmm, I dunno when actually.
Anyway, back to the topic at hand.
WHY? Why am I sober and depressed right now? Let me answer that with another question.
How would YOU feel if your friends know something and you DON'T? That they are talking about something behind your back? And that something or should I say someone is YOU?
Okay, so I haven't yet confirmed that it is me they are talking about but I have this STRONG feeling deep within my gut and most of the time, that kind of instinct has never been proven wrong. NEVER.
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I felt betrayed, as if I was slapped in the face HARD.
Why couldn't they just CONFRONT me? Tell me what's bothering them instead of talking in hushed voices while I'm around. That would make it even MORE obvious.
I mean, DUH. How come I'm NOT included in the conversation? Am I NOT your friend?
It's not that I'm afraid of confrontations (If I do ever decide to confront them), I'm afraid of what would be the outcome. With me sometimes being crude and bitchy, I could accidentally say something harsh and hurtful. And I wouldn't want that to be a trigger in ending our friendship.
SIGH.
Just thinking about it makes me feel even MORE depressed.
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chocolates and ice cream, please...
Labels: rants
posted at 9:42 PM
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♥Exams
Monday, February 18, 2008
TODAY is my exams. Well, not necessarily just today but for THREE days.
God, help me. I'm about to collapse.
Exams means a LOT of things.
One, I'd be immersed in HUGE piles of books, working my ass off till I plead refuge on the comforts of my bed, which would be only be a maximum of FOUR hours. My beauty sleep, ruptured. Woes, me.
Two, this means memorization and all the la dee dah, la dee dah. My head is about to burst. Exaggeration, I know.
And three, I have to sacrifice a LOT of things―
TV, Gossip Girl (though, I already watched the whole season 1. I'm waiting for season 2) fashion magazines, malling and internet (well, I'm blogging right now, so who cares). Only to be replaced by books, papers, notes and blah blah blah.
Well, I'm off to school to take the darn exams.
Wish me luck!
I know, I'm gonna need it.
Labels: rants, school, thoughts
posted at 1:25 PM
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♥Gossip Girl binge
Sunday, February 17, 2008
It's an addiction.
A DRUG.
Gossip Girl.
I can't help it! I'm totally hooked!
I LOVE it so much.
I just finished watching season 1.
And I can't wait for season 2!
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Let's OBSESS and OVERINDULGE because,
...I'm having a Gossip Girl binge.
Labels: Gossip Girl, obsessions
posted at 9:15 PM
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♥Valentine Fever
Thursday, February 14, 2008
It's Valentines and I've been hit with VALENTINE FEVER.
Symptoms:
- too hyper and jolly
- singing love songs all day
- buying a heart-shaped balloon (...for myself)
Weird. I know.
I bought a heart-shaped balloon for MYSELF. Not a rose. A balloon.
A heart-shaped one.
So? It's cute.
Who cares if right now, I don't have a SPECIAL someone.
As long as my cute adorable pink heart-shaped balloon is right by my side.
I'm happy.
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Happy Heart's Day!
Labels: rants, Valentines
posted at 10:54 PM
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